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June 7th, 2009
10:55 pm - Oh, thank goodness
I've been weird and out of sorts all day - frustrated, blah, etc. It's only been getting worse, and I can't really get much work done, though I did turn the bread shrapnel into bread pudding. And then I read a webcomic and started weeping.
It's just some kind of brain glitch - hooray!
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: Styx
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October 6th, 2008
08:10 pm - It's only a couple hundred dollars
Why should I say that? Because what's wrong with my car could easily have cost me thousands - the computer went. Pretty much everything in my car is controlled by that computer, so that means that the fuel tank, water pump, and several other things were quite shot as well. The warranty is covering it all, other than a 100 dollar deductible. The rest is replacing filters, changing my oil, squirrel nest removal and a few other things. So I'm relatively lucky. Ought to have the car back by Wednesday. *tiny party*
Currently very stressed, but much work to do, so it's gotta take a back seat. Especially since I don't exactly know why I'm stressed. Meh - so it goes. Most stuff's going okay, though - still have a few things to set right in the apartment. Of course, they're the hard ones. :) Off to the word mines with me!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/sob.gif) lonely
Current Music: Mediaeval Baebes - E Volentieri
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July 1st, 2008
09:12 pm - Through adversity, we shall bake
I have, I realize suddenly, developed a habit of angst-baking. When I am none too comfortable and feeling anxious, I cook, and work on the kitchen. I am somewhat dismayed that this has not translated to sorting my belongings or painting, instead, because there is a limit to the amount of food that one house can hold. This is, however, why dinner tonight is fresh salad, spicy black bean, rice, and kale soup, and there will be fresh bread. Now to convince my brain that these efforts are better spent fixing garb, working on overdue commissions, or writing for pay.
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: Clannad - Na Buachaillí Álainn
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April 23rd, 2008
01:20 am - Taking the crazy out for a walk
Been a loon again, cranky and cynical, and prone to bouts of weeping. I wish I could figure out why. Slept a lot this afternoon, due to a severe headache, so I'm up later than I ought to be. Going to try to do a bit of actual work before sleep, to make up for not doing much earlier in the day. First, however, my new chair:
( World's Best Chair )
Current Mood: weary
Current Music: Ramones - Blizkrieg Bop
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December 19th, 2007
10:48 am - I put this up at Brass Goggles, but I suppose I could put it up here, too
What I wore to club the other night.( Read more... )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/blank.gif) exanimate
Current Music: The Velvet Underground - Heroin
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November 30th, 2007
03:44 pm - After Some Consideration: Angst
It's not a good idea to feel restricted from posting here, regardless of the content, because I think I'm going to offend someone. So, what I think I'll do is make Ye Olde Angst Filtre. After all, I already have a filter for other offensive content. Comment here to be added (I reserve the right not to add you if I'm scared of you), and remember: please don't be mean. If I'm posting under that filter, I'm probably already in a bad way. Doesn't mean you gotta agree with me, of course.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/yawn.gif) tired
Current Music: The Cruxshadows - Defender
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November 29th, 2007
03:58 pm - Pretties!
I know you creatures haven't heard much from me for a while, and I'm afraid that's like to continue. I compose entries in my head, but never write them, cause who wants to hear me angst? Perhaps sometimes when things are a bit better (combo of depression and actual real problems).
But, I did need to tell the world this.
I have a new art hero: http://kiriko-moth.com/
Her stuff goes very nicely with the direction my digital work has been going. So, someone to crib off who's not Ursula Vernon or Stephanie Law.
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Dropkick Murphys - Victory
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November 13th, 2007
01:22 am - Day Not Found: Abort, Retry, Fail?
I am going to bed. I hearby call for Monday to be replaced with a day containing smaller to zero quantities of all these things:
Vehicles that try to run me over, closed financial institutions, missing debit cards, weeping, shouting, neuroses, missing friends, cat feces.
Really, the curry and Russian movies are all that can argue for it.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/annoyed.gif) cranky
Current Music: rats eat food!
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October 8th, 2007
03:31 pm - Uff. Been silent too much lately
The failing of the light is starting to get to me. Motivation is slipping, and I'm not prone to post much. The real evil, of course, is that it's not even getting cooler, despite getting dark at 7. I demand that we reboot October and get it right the next time.
Since I've been terribly unmotivated, I've needed to fall back on a system of bribery to get work done. That's right, folks - my work ethic is based on graft. Though, in this case, the illegitimate gains needed to make me work are ten minutes of video gaming in exchange for a paragraph, or a session spent researching period gowns in exchange for getting base color down on an illustration. Or, this Livejournal entry.
Unrelated discovery. While I was living out of a bag, and all my clothes were packed, I had to do laundry about every five days. Now I have more clothes. I think I liked it the other way. Might be time for yet another purge, which will once again cause all the more mainstream folks to look at me oddly. At least, that was the result of my thinking ownership of five pairs of shoes to be ridiculously decadent on my part. I think that broadcloth skirts might be repurposed into linings for other garments.
Had insomnia last night, due to a bout of anxiety over some totally sane (and relatively low) prices I'd sent a client. I need to teach my subconscious that I am allowed to charge fair rates. Keeping me up till 5 am is not an acceptable response. This fact might explain why this entry lacks coherence somewhat.
Anyhow, off to the word mines.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Oingo Boingo - Pictures of You
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